JOLYN CY♥
blessed (:

take me to the sky

1:12 AM If I post on the blog it is always not a good thing...

I really wish I knew what I'm doing with my life. These few months will be a huge change, a new chapter but I really feel so lost. I don't know how I'm going to spend my remaining month before uni starts, how life in uni will be like, what I'll join in uni, if I'll regret not applying for hall, or even regret studying accountancy and choosing nus..

And I'm worried for us :( I don't know when you're coming back and how much time we'll have for each other.. Everything's going to be so different and difficult but know that I love you so much ♥

Then again it's pointless to think about all these, but they just bring me down :( o well..

11:20 PM Hahaha previous post was post number 666 wow :o

Anyway just felt like motivating myself so.... Get through this week and rule the world!!!! Even though now I have to survive without my iphone which will definitely be a huge challenge sigh. No contacts/checking bus/interview prep on long travel journeys/music/email/whatsapp/twitter/fb/distracting games oh my :'( AND ALL MY STUFF ON MY PHONE omg suddenly remembered :'( :'(

I CAN DO THIS.

12:53 AM Pretty please
I know it's a drag
wipe your eyes and put up your head
I wish you could be happy instead
There's nothing else I can do
But love you the best that I can

Darling
you 're hiding in the closet once again,
start smiling. :)

1 month and 1 day to Avril Lavigne's concert :D

Prev post's quote is applying again though, I'm so tired of the way the world works :(

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Yay Avril Lavigne :)

It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise :(

9:27 PM Finally found my fav blue dress after more than half a year in mum's huge pile of unironed clothes and tried to iron it and burnt a hole in it so I have nothing presentable to wear to attachment tmr and I am in tears now because mum doesn't give a shit?? !!!!!!! UGH

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Love love loved Burlesque! Really glad I managed to see it in the cinema, thank you :) :)

2:17 AM All I know is I don't know
How to be something you miss

I really don't want to think or feel anything anymore :( I must be a really horrible person... What is wrong with me!!! Maybe it's a good thing that I distance myself from people after all.

Going to Hong Kong tmr, hope it will be fun.. :)